New Year!!

So I have been slacking on this blog. I have not posted since December 6th.
This past Christmas we drive to Virginia to spend it with my grandma- Mammaw. This will more than likely be her last Christmas with us. She is so sick. Her liver is NOT working at all anymore. So sad to see her like this. A funny memory from this Christmas. On Christmas morning at around 7:30 am she was tired of waiting for all of us to wake up.(Yes my children sleep in every christmas morning). So she got on her walker and came down the hallway yelling" IT's Christmas, It's Christmas He came He came". All I could do was laugh in bed. Ha Ha.
She was so so excited to see the kids' expressions. Of course Miss Khyla Faye(she was named after ME and my mammaw) slowly took every single item out of her stocking with excitement. My gram loved that. She also gave instructions on how to make my favorite childhhod cake- She gave us two names for it this year. lol Dump cake and Bowl cake. YUM!!
Now that the new year has started I made LOTS of decisions are are either going to be great or really bad. First being I chose to end things with my spouse of 11 years. I am just so over being thrown to the side. I am not made a priority in his life nore are our children really. He has def showed his true colors and his not really caring about supporting us and only himself and his wants. So after 11 years I said good bye. With this change I am also moving myself and our children into a house. So lots of responsibility on my own. The whole single mommyhodd is a bit scary but I have been doing it on my own for YEARS the only difference is I will not have his money (not that he shared it anyways) to fall back on.
I have also decided to get into shape. SO far a complete failure. But everyday is a new day to succeed right?